Well...
Just now i was quite busy though
putting down my name and class on my school textbooks and workbooks...
I can't wait to learn new things in this year 2008...
Yeah.. Learning is a lifelong experience....
We learn and learn as we live....
Monday, December 31, 2007
It will be the start of something new
Happy new year!!!!
Goodbye to 2007....
And hello to 2008....
A new year...
I've made a new year resolution...
Yeah, there will always be new challenges to face
but i what i wish for is that for this year 2008,
i want to do well in my studies better than year 2007...
And never give up in everything i do....
And believe in myself and be confident....
And i know hardwork, perseverance and determination always come with success...
Really hope year 2008 will be a fruitful and great year to all....
Goodbye to 2007....
And hello to 2008....
A new year...
I've made a new year resolution...
Yeah, there will always be new challenges to face
but i what i wish for is that for this year 2008,
i want to do well in my studies better than year 2007...
And never give up in everything i do....
And believe in myself and be confident....
And i know hardwork, perseverance and determination always come with success...
Really hope year 2008 will be a fruitful and great year to all....
Sunday, December 30, 2007
Thursday, December 27, 2007
Sitting in darkness
And guess..
What i'm doing now...
Sitting in darkness alone....
Nopes..
My house not having blackout ok...
I'm sitting in the dark while
listening to songs...
Sometimes when i feel sad,
i do this....
It represents my mood which is really so down and low...
What i'm doing now...
Sitting in darkness alone....
Nopes..
My house not having blackout ok...
I'm sitting in the dark while
listening to songs...
Sometimes when i feel sad,
i do this....
It represents my mood which is really so down and low...
Haizz...
Like what i say...
In life, sometimes we won't always get
everything that we want...
Yeah i know...
in my opinion, to me it's just the same..
My mood during holidays or school also same...
During holidays, most of the time i have bad mood too..
No need to say when school reopens lah...
Stress also..
And just now during my CCA promotion day, i
was promoted to Lance Corporal...
At least all of my efforts have paid off
Life is not a bed of roses
Like what i say...
In life, sometimes we won't always get
everything that we want...
Yeah i know...
in my opinion, to me it's just the same..
My mood during holidays or school also same...
During holidays, most of the time i have bad mood too..
No need to say when school reopens lah...
Stress also..
And just now during my CCA promotion day, i
was promoted to Lance Corporal...
At least all of my efforts have paid off
Life is not a bed of roses
Wednesday, December 26, 2007
Another few more days school will reopens...
Holidays has its ending and
it will come to the time when we have to go back to our usual responsibilities...
And for me, as usual have to go back to school
next year and start a new year in sec3....
And yeah the education route in sec3 is
waiting for me....
A new year 2008
and there will always be new challenges ahead......
Holidays has its ending and
it will come to the time when we have to go back to our usual responsibilities...
And for me, as usual have to go back to school
next year and start a new year in sec3....
And yeah the education route in sec3 is
waiting for me....
A new year 2008
and there will always be new challenges ahead......
Monday, December 24, 2007
I was a little bit frustrated last night...
I received a message in hotmail last night...
It's about a religious message...
There's a good meaning behind the message...
To have more faith in God...
be a better person...
And in the message also says something like...
If you mean it or agree with it..
You must pass to other 10 persons....
So i just pass lor......
Because it also say if u sent to other 10 persons,
you'll get blessing....
Anyway it's good to pass around good information or message across....
So people can learn...
And iim just frustated about having to pass the message to other 10 persons...
Only that...
But the message really send a good reminder to all of us....
I received a message in hotmail last night...
It's about a religious message...
There's a good meaning behind the message...
To have more faith in God...
be a better person...
And in the message also says something like...
If you mean it or agree with it..
You must pass to other 10 persons....
So i just pass lor......
Because it also say if u sent to other 10 persons,
you'll get blessing....
Anyway it's good to pass around good information or message across....
So people can learn...
And iim just frustated about having to pass the message to other 10 persons...
Only that...
But the message really send a good reminder to all of us....
My favourite laksa which is prepared by my mum
Since i'm so bored, i
thought of updating my blog....
Yummy...
I've just eaten laksa which is cooked
by my mother...
It's so delicious and marvellous...
Anyway after this i'm going to watch tv or maybe read newspaper...
Reading newspaper is a must for me every day...
thought of updating my blog....
Yummy...
I've just eaten laksa which is cooked
by my mother...
It's so delicious and marvellous...
Anyway after this i'm going to watch tv or maybe read newspaper...
Reading newspaper is a must for me every day...
Jordin sparks and chris brown song lyrics- no air
Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air
If I should die before I wake
It's cause you took my breath away
Losing you is like living in a world with no air
Oh
I'm here alone didn't wanna leave
My heart won't move it's incomplete
If there was a way that I could make you understand
But how do you expect me to live alone with just me? cause my world revolves around you it's so hard for me to breathe
Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air?
Can't live, can't breathe with no air
It's how I feel whenever you ain't there
It's no air, no air
Got me out here in the water so deep
I walk, I ran, I jump, I flew
Right off the ground to float to you
WIth no gravity to hold me down forreal
Tell me how you gonna breathe without me?
If you ain't here I just can't breatheIt's no air, no air
No air, air [x4]
But somehow I'm still alive inside
You took my breathe but I survived
I don't how but I don't even care
If I should die before I wake
It's cause you took my breath away
Losing you is like living in a world with no air
Oh
I'm here alone didn't wanna leave
My heart won't move it's incomplete
If there was a way that I could make you understand
But how do you expect me to live alone with just me? cause my world revolves around you it's so hard for me to breathe
Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air?
Can't live, can't breathe with no air
It's how I feel whenever you ain't there
It's no air, no air
Got me out here in the water so deep
I walk, I ran, I jump, I flew
Right off the ground to float to you
WIth no gravity to hold me down forreal
Tell me how you gonna breathe without me?
If you ain't here I just can't breatheIt's no air, no air
No air, air [x4]
But somehow I'm still alive inside
You took my breathe but I survived
I don't how but I don't even care
Sunday, December 23, 2007
Maybe i won't get the chance to meet him again...
I feel empty now...
Haizz...
I don't know.....
He's going to leave north vista ....
And that means i won't be able to get a chance to meet him again...
Does that mean that he's going to be away from my life forever....
Forever until the end of time....
I don't know how he have done for his n level results...
Whether he get to go ITE or not...
He don't even mention that in friendster....
Yeah.. Talking about friendster let
me tell you ..
It's like i got this kind of connection which helps
me to keep in touch with him..
see his photos...
His profile...
what comments do people give to him...
Its seems that friendster is a platform
for me to get close to him in virtual....
Without using Friendster,
i won't be able t0 get close to him virtually....
And maybe won't get the chance to know what he's up to...
In other words, friendster is quite helpful
to me...
However...
It's quite sad to think that i hardly and never ever
before meet him in real life for such a long time....
DOes that mean i won't get the chance to meet him again?
Maybe if it is destined by God for us to meet again...
There would be a time when i'm able to meet him...
But who knows anyway....
This boy took my attention away with his "weird" attitude....
I can't say..
Some people change as they grow older...
Some never...
People can change...
Because in life, every time you make a mistake
there would be a lesson for you to learn..
And from there, you can see your weakness and try to improve it...
He have just broke up with his girl....
Their relationship only last for a few weeks...
Sometimes i wonder why they break up so fast...
And he never say what's the cause of the break-up...
What's the problem actually?? But that's quite a long time ago
I don't know...
Another thing...
On top of his profile, he put
" This is good... In life,
you must remember to ENJOY.."
What does he mean by that anyway....
And he say he's a simple guy... Enjoy the way he is and what he is...
And he say he want to meet somebody who can hange his life back to the way he was....
What is actually he trying to say...
I got no idea...
I wish i could understand him better...
Maybe he should put in more detail....
Maybe very lazy to write more
or don't want to let anyone know...
Actually i think he's quite a humorous and funny person...
From his looks i can see that....
ANd quite surprisingly,
he miss his secondary school days....
His friend say that he skip school
quite a lot times..
And that means he's a play truant...
And even when he come to school, he only
sleep in class...
Such a very lazy person...
The reason why he miss his secondary school days is because he say many things
happened....
Yeah.. Many things happened to me when the he was there in school..
Of how many times he hurt my feelings until i cry...
Feel sad in school....
MAny things happen to me ....not only to you boy....
But to me....
Many things happen and
you just don't understand, boy...
Of how i spent my time for two years in sec1 and sec2 in
north vista when you are also in that school...
Many things happen
to me AND YOU JUST DON"T UNDERSTAND....
And for the next two years i will be spending in
north vista in sec 3 and sec4 without you...
How's it going to be like??????
Would it be better or worse
without you in this school anymore?
Because let me tell you boy...
I have suffered a lot emotionally
with your presence in this school for these two years...
When you are there,
it just don't feel right....
Because i realise that i suffer a lot
for these two years .....
You won't understand....
You won't understand.....
And what do you understand anyway???
IS it really so fun to
hurt a girl's feeling???
Or toying, playing with a girl's feeling?
The answer is definitely "no"....
Haizz...
I don't know.....
He's going to leave north vista ....
And that means i won't be able to get a chance to meet him again...
Does that mean that he's going to be away from my life forever....
Forever until the end of time....
I don't know how he have done for his n level results...
Whether he get to go ITE or not...
He don't even mention that in friendster....
Yeah.. Talking about friendster let
me tell you ..
It's like i got this kind of connection which helps
me to keep in touch with him..
see his photos...
His profile...
what comments do people give to him...
Its seems that friendster is a platform
for me to get close to him in virtual....
Without using Friendster,
i won't be able t0 get close to him virtually....
And maybe won't get the chance to know what he's up to...
In other words, friendster is quite helpful
to me...
However...
It's quite sad to think that i hardly and never ever
before meet him in real life for such a long time....
DOes that mean i won't get the chance to meet him again?
Maybe if it is destined by God for us to meet again...
There would be a time when i'm able to meet him...
But who knows anyway....
This boy took my attention away with his "weird" attitude....
I can't say..
Some people change as they grow older...
Some never...
People can change...
Because in life, every time you make a mistake
there would be a lesson for you to learn..
And from there, you can see your weakness and try to improve it...
He have just broke up with his girl....
Their relationship only last for a few weeks...
Sometimes i wonder why they break up so fast...
And he never say what's the cause of the break-up...
What's the problem actually?? But that's quite a long time ago
I don't know...
Another thing...
On top of his profile, he put
" This is good... In life,
you must remember to ENJOY.."
What does he mean by that anyway....
And he say he's a simple guy... Enjoy the way he is and what he is...
And he say he want to meet somebody who can hange his life back to the way he was....
What is actually he trying to say...
I got no idea...
I wish i could understand him better...
Maybe he should put in more detail....
Maybe very lazy to write more
or don't want to let anyone know...
Actually i think he's quite a humorous and funny person...
From his looks i can see that....
ANd quite surprisingly,
he miss his secondary school days....
His friend say that he skip school
quite a lot times..
And that means he's a play truant...
And even when he come to school, he only
sleep in class...
Such a very lazy person...
The reason why he miss his secondary school days is because he say many things
happened....
Yeah.. Many things happened to me when the he was there in school..
Of how many times he hurt my feelings until i cry...
Feel sad in school....
MAny things happen to me ....not only to you boy....
But to me....
Many things happen and
you just don't understand, boy...
Of how i spent my time for two years in sec1 and sec2 in
north vista when you are also in that school...
Many things happen
to me AND YOU JUST DON"T UNDERSTAND....
And for the next two years i will be spending in
north vista in sec 3 and sec4 without you...
How's it going to be like??????
Would it be better or worse
without you in this school anymore?
Because let me tell you boy...
I have suffered a lot emotionally
with your presence in this school for these two years...
When you are there,
it just don't feel right....
Because i realise that i suffer a lot
for these two years .....
You won't understand....
You won't understand.....
And what do you understand anyway???
IS it really so fun to
hurt a girl's feeling???
Or toying, playing with a girl's feeling?
The answer is definitely "no"....
Saturday, December 22, 2007
I feel what I've been feeling for you
Means I am falling for you
Something's opened up inside of me
And I dream in shades that only can be
The colors of you and me
I think we both know what that means
I stand inside this promise
I've made to myself
But am i meant for you?
If I fall
If I break
If I lose myself in someone
If I give all I am it will be with you
When I'm ready to take all that you want me to give
It will be worth the wait
My heart I wanna save it for you
Don't want it broken into pieces
I need myself to be whole
Could weJust sit and talk awhile
Just want to see your smile
Feel your sunlight shining over me
Worth all the
Long nights dreaming of forever
Someday hope we will be together
Hope it will happen
I'm waiting for you, boy
Means I am falling for you
Something's opened up inside of me
And I dream in shades that only can be
The colors of you and me
I think we both know what that means
I stand inside this promise
I've made to myself
But am i meant for you?
If I fall
If I break
If I lose myself in someone
If I give all I am it will be with you
When I'm ready to take all that you want me to give
It will be worth the wait
My heart I wanna save it for you
Don't want it broken into pieces
I need myself to be whole
Could weJust sit and talk awhile
Just want to see your smile
Feel your sunlight shining over me
Worth all the
Long nights dreaming of forever
Someday hope we will be together
Hope it will happen
I'm waiting for you, boy
Bought a new earphone...
Well, i was quite shocked just now
in the morning when i wake up
to find out that my music earphone is spoilt and not working....
As usual and like a routine i always listen to
music everyday using earphones...
So if i don't get to listen to song because of the earphone which is not functioning at all
i can't stand it...
So i immediately inform my mum that i want to go to
Rivervale Mall and buy a new earphone..
So now i've already bought it...
And i'm really happy...
Haha...
Can listen to my favourite song happily again....
in the morning when i wake up
to find out that my music earphone is spoilt and not working....
As usual and like a routine i always listen to
music everyday using earphones...
So if i don't get to listen to song because of the earphone which is not functioning at all
i can't stand it...
So i immediately inform my mum that i want to go to
Rivervale Mall and buy a new earphone..
So now i've already bought it...
And i'm really happy...
Haha...
Can listen to my favourite song happily again....
My interest for RnB songs started to blossom
I don't know why now i started to like Rhythm and blues ( RnB) songs
after i listen to jordin sparks songs...
Haha...
Last time i used to like pop, punk and emo songs ....
Haha.....
great music...
Music relaxes my mind....
after i listen to jordin sparks songs...
Haha...
Last time i used to like pop, punk and emo songs ....
Haha.....
great music...
Music relaxes my mind....
Friday, December 21, 2007
Another 11 more days
Haizz....
I got mixed feelings though....
About the school holiday coming to an end....
I got these mixed feelings.....
sad, nervous, excited and happy....
yeah......
And a new year will come....
THat is year 2008!!!!
Year 2007 going to be over....
Looking back at this year, there's some sad , good and sweet memories left behind....
That i will never forget....
I got mixed feelings though....
About the school holiday coming to an end....
I got these mixed feelings.....
sad, nervous, excited and happy....
yeah......
And a new year will come....
THat is year 2008!!!!
Year 2007 going to be over....
Looking back at this year, there's some sad , good and sweet memories left behind....
That i will never forget....
Thursday, December 20, 2007

The trouble with love is
It can tear you up inside
Make your heart believe a lie
It's stronger than your pride
The trouble with love is
It doesn't care how fast you fall
And you can't refuse the call
See, you got no say at all
Now I was once a fool, it's true
I played the game by all the rules
But now my world's a deeper blue
I'm sadder, but I'm wiser too
I swore I'd never love again
I swore my heart would never mend
Said love wasn't worth the pain
But then I hear it call my name
It can tear you up inside
Make your heart believe a lie
It's stronger than your pride
The trouble with love is
It doesn't care how fast you fall
And you can't refuse the call
See, you got no say at all
Now I was once a fool, it's true
I played the game by all the rules
But now my world's a deeper blue
I'm sadder, but I'm wiser too
I swore I'd never love again
I swore my heart would never mend
Said love wasn't worth the pain
But then I hear it call my name
Love left me out in my own world
The word "love"
What does it really mean?
As i grows older, hopefully i will understand
more about love
Because now it's not the right time
Wednesday, December 19, 2007
A few lines from the lyrics of ' i just can't live a lie' by carrie underwood
Lately, nothing I do ever seems to please you
And maybe turning my back would be that much easier,
Cause hurtful words are all that we exchange
But I can’t watch you walk away
Could I forget about the way it feels to touch you?
And all about the good times that we’ve been through?
Could I wake up without you everyday, would I let you walk away?
And maybe turning my back would be that much easier,
Cause hurtful words are all that we exchange
But I can’t watch you walk away
Could I forget about the way it feels to touch you?
And all about the good times that we’ve been through?
Could I wake up without you everyday, would I let you walk away?
Tuesday, December 18, 2007
I pass and will have a rank...
YEAh!!!!!!!!
I'm so happy today!!!!!!!!
I've tried my best in the test....
and lastly after all the effort, i pass the test and
will be promoted to another rank...
I can lead the sec1....
Well...
Hmm...
Wonder what level of rank will i get???
Lance corporal or corporal?
I'm so happy today!!!!!!!!
I've tried my best in the test....
and lastly after all the effort, i pass the test and
will be promoted to another rank...
I can lead the sec1....
Well...
Hmm...
Wonder what level of rank will i get???
Lance corporal or corporal?
Monday, December 17, 2007
Scary moments that i remember during my vacation at malaysia
THank god that i'm back home safe...
Because i remmeber that i almost got into an accident at a busy road in malaysia...
The motorcyclist was just stupid....
Is he blind or what...
He almost early going to hit me....
My family and my other relatives was quite shocked when that happens..
THey ask me to be extra careful next time...
Because malaysia road is different from singapore...
I wonder if i get hit by the motorcyclist and got an accident,
what will happen?
Because i remmeber that i almost got into an accident at a busy road in malaysia...
The motorcyclist was just stupid....
Is he blind or what...
He almost early going to hit me....
My family and my other relatives was quite shocked when that happens..
THey ask me to be extra careful next time...
Because malaysia road is different from singapore...
I wonder if i get hit by the motorcyclist and got an accident,
what will happen?
I love this lyrics...
No matter what you say about love
I keep coming back for more
Keep my hand in the fire
Sooner or later I get what I'm asking for
No matter what you say about life
I learn every time I bleed
The truth is a stranger
Soul is in danger I gotta let my spirit be free
To admit that I'm wrong and then change my mind
Sorry but I have to move on and leave you behind
I can't waste time so give it a moment
I realized nothings broken
No need to worry about everything I've done
Live every second like it was my last one
Don't look back got a new direction
I loved you once needed protection
You're still a part of everything I do
You're on my heart just like a tattoo
Just like a tattoo
I'll always have you (I'll always have you)
Sick of playing all of these games
It's not about taking sides
When I looked in the mirror didn't deliver
It hurt enough to think that I could stop
Admit that I'm wrong and then change my mind
Sorry but I've gotta be strong and leave you behind
I can't waste time so give it a moment
I realize nothings broken
No need to worry about everything I've done
Live every second like it was my last one
Don't look back got a new direction
I loved you once needed protection
You're still a part of everything I do
You're on my heart just like a tattoo
Just like a tattoo
I'll always have you (I'll always have you)
If I live every moment
Won't change any moment
Still a part of me in you
I will never regret you
Still the memory of you
Marks everything I do, oh
I can't waste time so give it a moment
I realize nothings broken (yeah)
No need to worry about everything I've done
Live every second like it was my last one
Don't look back got a new direction (don't look back)
I loved you once needed protection (no, no)
You're still a part of everything I do
You're on my heart just like a tattoo
I can't waste time so give it a moment (i can't waste time)
I realized nothings broken
No need to worry about everything I've done (no need to worry)
Live every second like it was my last one
Don't look back got a new direction (don't you ever look back)
I loved you once needed protection
You're still a part of everything I do
You're on my heart just like a tattoo
I can't waste time so give it a moment (i can't waste time)
I realized nothings broken
No need to worry about everything I've done (no need to worry)
Live every second like it was my last one
Don't look back got a new direction (don't you ever look back)
I loved you once needed protection
You're still a part of everything I do
You're on my heart just like a tattoo
Just like a tattoo
I'll always have you
Just like a tattoo
I'll always have you
Jordin sparks- tattoo
I keep coming back for more
Keep my hand in the fire
Sooner or later I get what I'm asking for
No matter what you say about life
I learn every time I bleed
The truth is a stranger
Soul is in danger I gotta let my spirit be free
To admit that I'm wrong and then change my mind
Sorry but I have to move on and leave you behind
I can't waste time so give it a moment
I realized nothings broken
No need to worry about everything I've done
Live every second like it was my last one
Don't look back got a new direction
I loved you once needed protection
You're still a part of everything I do
You're on my heart just like a tattoo
Just like a tattoo
I'll always have you (I'll always have you)
Sick of playing all of these games
It's not about taking sides
When I looked in the mirror didn't deliver
It hurt enough to think that I could stop
Admit that I'm wrong and then change my mind
Sorry but I've gotta be strong and leave you behind
I can't waste time so give it a moment
I realize nothings broken
No need to worry about everything I've done
Live every second like it was my last one
Don't look back got a new direction
I loved you once needed protection
You're still a part of everything I do
You're on my heart just like a tattoo
Just like a tattoo
I'll always have you (I'll always have you)
If I live every moment
Won't change any moment
Still a part of me in you
I will never regret you
Still the memory of you
Marks everything I do, oh
I can't waste time so give it a moment
I realize nothings broken (yeah)
No need to worry about everything I've done
Live every second like it was my last one
Don't look back got a new direction (don't look back)
I loved you once needed protection (no, no)
You're still a part of everything I do
You're on my heart just like a tattoo
I can't waste time so give it a moment (i can't waste time)
I realized nothings broken
No need to worry about everything I've done (no need to worry)
Live every second like it was my last one
Don't look back got a new direction (don't you ever look back)
I loved you once needed protection
You're still a part of everything I do
You're on my heart just like a tattoo
I can't waste time so give it a moment (i can't waste time)
I realized nothings broken
No need to worry about everything I've done (no need to worry)
Live every second like it was my last one
Don't look back got a new direction (don't you ever look back)
I loved you once needed protection
You're still a part of everything I do
You're on my heart just like a tattoo
Just like a tattoo
I'll always have you
Just like a tattoo
I'll always have you
Jordin sparks- tattoo
I love this lyrics...
Jordin Sparks - One Step At A Time lyrics
Hurry up and wait
So close, but so far away
Everything that you've always dreamed of
Close enough for you to taste
But you just can't touch
You wanna show the world, but no one knows your name yet
Wonder when and where and how you're gonna make it
You know you can if you get the chance
In your face as the door keeps slamming
Now you're feeling more and more frustrated
And you're getting all kind of impatient waiting
[Chorus:]
We live and we learn to take
One step at a time
There's no need to rush
It's like learning to fly
Or falling in love
It's gonna happen and it's
Supposed to happen that we
Find the reasons why
On step at a time
You believe and you doubt
You're confused, you got it all figured out
Everything that you wished for
Could be yours, should be yours, would be yours
If they only knew
You wanna show the world, but no one knows your name yet
Wonder when and where and how you're gonna make it
You know you can if you get the chance
In your face as the door keeps slamming
Now you're feeling more and more frustrated
And you're getting all kind of impatient waiting
[Chorus:]
We live and we learn to take
One step at a time
There's no need to rush
It's like learning to fly
Or falling in love
It's gonna happen and it's
Supposed to happen that we
Find the reasons why
On step at a time
When you can't wait any longer
But there's no end in sight
It's the faith that makes you stronger
The only way you get there
Is one step at a time
[Chorus:]
Take one step at a time
There's no need to rush
It's like learning to fly
Or falling in love
It's gonna happen and it's
Supposed to happen that we
Find the reasons why
On step at a time
[Chorus:]
One step at a time
There's no need to rush
It's like learning to fly
Or falling in love
It's gonna happen and it's
Supposed to happen that we
Find the reasons why
On step at a time
Hurry up and wait
So close, but so far away
Everything that you've always dreamed of
Close enough for you to taste
But you just can't touch
You wanna show the world, but no one knows your name yet
Wonder when and where and how you're gonna make it
You know you can if you get the chance
In your face as the door keeps slamming
Now you're feeling more and more frustrated
And you're getting all kind of impatient waiting
[Chorus:]
We live and we learn to take
One step at a time
There's no need to rush
It's like learning to fly
Or falling in love
It's gonna happen and it's
Supposed to happen that we
Find the reasons why
On step at a time
You believe and you doubt
You're confused, you got it all figured out
Everything that you wished for
Could be yours, should be yours, would be yours
If they only knew
You wanna show the world, but no one knows your name yet
Wonder when and where and how you're gonna make it
You know you can if you get the chance
In your face as the door keeps slamming
Now you're feeling more and more frustrated
And you're getting all kind of impatient waiting
[Chorus:]
We live and we learn to take
One step at a time
There's no need to rush
It's like learning to fly
Or falling in love
It's gonna happen and it's
Supposed to happen that we
Find the reasons why
On step at a time
When you can't wait any longer
But there's no end in sight
It's the faith that makes you stronger
The only way you get there
Is one step at a time
[Chorus:]
Take one step at a time
There's no need to rush
It's like learning to fly
Or falling in love
It's gonna happen and it's
Supposed to happen that we
Find the reasons why
On step at a time
[Chorus:]
One step at a time
There's no need to rush
It's like learning to fly
Or falling in love
It's gonna happen and it's
Supposed to happen that we
Find the reasons why
On step at a time
Back to homeland....I love singapore...
Thank God....
At last im back to my dearest homeland,
Singapore...
Back home safely with my family....
For the past few days, we went to malaysia...
Stay in a hotel....
Went shopping and sightseeing at these places:
Kuala Lumpur, Kolmar, Malacca and others which i forget...
Quite fun lah..
But there's some annoying moments too...
This makes me realise that Singapore is pretty much better..
Singapore may be a small country but has quality and security...
And a clean country too...
Singapore is the best...
But i want to take a rest now that i'm back home..
HAizz....
But tomorrow i got CCA again...
Sigh...
I have to go no matter what because got MOI test...
Have to go for the rank...
Too bad..
Actually i was thinking about resting for the next few days...
But...
On wednesday go CCA....
And thursday is Hari Raya Haji...
Have to visit my grandmother...
I don't have grandfather...
My grandfather passed away a long time ago when i was just born...
Can't get to see his face also...
Now i want to rest...
I won't write anything in this blog...
Just add some more songs nad lyrics...
At last im back to my dearest homeland,
Singapore...
Back home safely with my family....
For the past few days, we went to malaysia...
Stay in a hotel....
Went shopping and sightseeing at these places:
Kuala Lumpur, Kolmar, Malacca and others which i forget...
Quite fun lah..
But there's some annoying moments too...
This makes me realise that Singapore is pretty much better..
Singapore may be a small country but has quality and security...
And a clean country too...
Singapore is the best...
But i want to take a rest now that i'm back home..
HAizz....
But tomorrow i got CCA again...
Sigh...
I have to go no matter what because got MOI test...
Have to go for the rank...
Too bad..
Actually i was thinking about resting for the next few days...
But...
On wednesday go CCA....
And thursday is Hari Raya Haji...
Have to visit my grandmother...
I don't have grandfather...
My grandfather passed away a long time ago when i was just born...
Can't get to see his face also...
Now i want to rest...
I won't write anything in this blog...
Just add some more songs nad lyrics...
Wednesday, December 12, 2007
Going overseas....
Hurray!!!!
Another one more day and i'm off overseas...
I can't wait for tomorrow...
I will be overseas for four days...
So i won't be writing anything for this blog...
Another one more day and i'm off overseas...
I can't wait for tomorrow...
I will be overseas for four days...
So i won't be writing anything for this blog...
Simple plan welcome to my life lyrics..
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kickedWhen you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With the big fake smiles and stupid lies
But deep inside you're bleeding
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be like me
To be hurtTo feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
No one ever lies straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy
But I'm not gonna be ok
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like
What it's like
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's likeTo be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around To be on the edge of breaking down When no one's there to save you No you don't know what it's like Welcome to my life Welcome to my life Welcome to my life
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kickedWhen you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With the big fake smiles and stupid lies
But deep inside you're bleeding
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be like me
To be hurtTo feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
No one ever lies straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy
But I'm not gonna be ok
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like
What it's like
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's likeTo be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around To be on the edge of breaking down When no one's there to save you No you don't know what it's like Welcome to my life Welcome to my life Welcome to my life
Tuesday, December 11, 2007
Too close for comfort
By Mcfly
I never meant the things I said
To make you cry
Can I say I'm sorry
It's hard to forget
And yes I regret all these mistakes
I don't know why you're leaving me
But I know you must have your reasons
There's tears in your eyes,I watch as you cry
But it's getting late
Was I invading in on your secrets
Was I too close for comfort
You're pushing me out
When I'm wanting in
What was I just about to discover
When I got too close for comfort
And driving you home
Guess I'll never know
Remember when we scratched our names into the sand
And told me you loved me and now that I find
That you've changed your mind
I'm lost for words
And everything I feel for you
I wrote down on one piece of paper
The one in your hand
You won't understand
How much it hurts to let you go
Was I invading in on your secrets
Was I too close for comfort
You're pushing me out
When I'm wanting in
What was I just about to discover
I got too close for comfort
And driving you home
Guess I'll never know
All this time you've been telling me lies
Hidden in bags that are under your eyes
And I when I asked you I knew I was right
But if you took it back on me now
When I need you most
But you just let me down, down, down
Would you think about what you're about to do to me
And back down...
Was I invading in on your secrets
Was I too close for comfort
You're pushing me out
When I'm wanting in
What was I just about to discover
I got too close for comfort
You're pushing me out
When I'm wanting in(Yeah yeah)
Was I invading in on your secrets
Was I too close for comfort
You're pushing me out
When I'm wanting in
What was I just about to discover
When I got too close for comfor
tAnd driving you home
Guess I'll never know
I never meant the things I said
To make you cry
Can I say I'm sorry
It's hard to forget
And yes I regret all these mistakes
I don't know why you're leaving me
But I know you must have your reasons
There's tears in your eyes,I watch as you cry
But it's getting late
Was I invading in on your secrets
Was I too close for comfort
You're pushing me out
When I'm wanting in
What was I just about to discover
When I got too close for comfort
And driving you home
Guess I'll never know
Remember when we scratched our names into the sand
And told me you loved me and now that I find
That you've changed your mind
I'm lost for words
And everything I feel for you
I wrote down on one piece of paper
The one in your hand
You won't understand
How much it hurts to let you go
Was I invading in on your secrets
Was I too close for comfort
You're pushing me out
When I'm wanting in
What was I just about to discover
I got too close for comfort
And driving you home
Guess I'll never know
All this time you've been telling me lies
Hidden in bags that are under your eyes
And I when I asked you I knew I was right
But if you took it back on me now
When I need you most
But you just let me down, down, down
Would you think about what you're about to do to me
And back down...
Was I invading in on your secrets
Was I too close for comfort
You're pushing me out
When I'm wanting in
What was I just about to discover
I got too close for comfort
You're pushing me out
When I'm wanting in(Yeah yeah)
Was I invading in on your secrets
Was I too close for comfort
You're pushing me out
When I'm wanting in
What was I just about to discover
When I got too close for comfor
tAnd driving you home
Guess I'll never know
BAd mood
Haizz......'
Sigh........
Today i have really bad mood..
I get hot-tempered just now with my younger brother who is very
irritating......
ANd he got a scolding from me just now...
HE was trying to be rude and make fun of me
while i was sitting on my sofa resting due to tiredness
after my CCA training.....
aizz. Nobody's perfect,....
Why can't i just be patient with him?
The next time he want to create mischief
with me i will straightaway go inside my room to avoid him...
That's what my parents told me to do...
Now i'm listening to music..
Different songs....
It's my favourite...
Tomorrow is wednesday and i got nothing going on
so i guess i can use the whole free time to do the MOI first aid presentation...
HAizz........
Sigh........
Today i have really bad mood..
I get hot-tempered just now with my younger brother who is very
irritating......
ANd he got a scolding from me just now...
HE was trying to be rude and make fun of me
while i was sitting on my sofa resting due to tiredness
after my CCA training.....
aizz. Nobody's perfect,....
Why can't i just be patient with him?
The next time he want to create mischief
with me i will straightaway go inside my room to avoid him...
That's what my parents told me to do...
Now i'm listening to music..
Different songs....
It's my favourite...
Tomorrow is wednesday and i got nothing going on
so i guess i can use the whole free time to do the MOI first aid presentation...
HAizz........
Back from training
Haizz.............
Damn it......
I'm extremely so tired........
The training so boring...
Kept doing the same MOI footdrills repeatedly....
As usual, it was raining cats and dogs today.........
I don't know what to do after this.....
And just now i saw the sec2 boy with the other NT students...
PLaying football i think..
What the heck do i care?????
Maybe take a bath and eat something to fill my empty stomach...
Sigh.....
Damn it......
I'm extremely so tired........
The training so boring...
Kept doing the same MOI footdrills repeatedly....
As usual, it was raining cats and dogs today.........
I don't know what to do after this.....
And just now i saw the sec2 boy with the other NT students...
PLaying football i think..
What the heck do i care?????
Maybe take a bath and eat something to fill my empty stomach...
Sigh.....
Monday, December 10, 2007
Carrie underwood" so small" lyrics

Yeah, Yeah What you got if you ain't got love the kind that you just want to give away its okay to open up go ahead and let the light shine through I know it's hard on a rainy da yyou want to shut the world out and just be left alone but don't run out on your faith
[ chorus]
'cause sometimes that mountain you've been climbing is just a grain of sand and what you've been up there searching for forever is in your hands when you figure out love is all that matters after all it sure makes everything else seem so small
it's so easy to get lost inside a problem that seems so big at the time it's like a river tha ts so wide it swallows you whole while you siting 'round thinking 'bout what you can't changeand worrying about all the wrong things time's flying by moving so fast you better make it count 'cause you cant get it back
sometimes that mountain you've been climbingis just a grain of sandand what you've been up there searching for forever is in your handsoh when you figure out love is all that matters after allit sure makes everything else seem so smallsometimes that mountain you've been climbing is just a grain of sandand what you've been up there searching for foreveris in your handsoh when you figure out love is all that matters after allit sure makes everything else...oh it sure makes everything else seem so smallYeah, Yeah
Memories in sec2
Sec 2 is already over...
i'm glad...
I was quite happy that i do quite well for my end of year results that
i'm eligible to take up pure science...
Next year in year 2008, i will be in class 3E2....
Well, there are actually a lot of bad memories i've had this year in sec2...
I hate it....
I don't want to say anything about it....
No, no, no and no.........................
A lot of sad and heartbreaking incidents...
i'm glad...
I was quite happy that i do quite well for my end of year results that
i'm eligible to take up pure science...
Next year in year 2008, i will be in class 3E2....
Well, there are actually a lot of bad memories i've had this year in sec2...
I hate it....
I don't want to say anything about it....
No, no, no and no.........................
A lot of sad and heartbreaking incidents...
Sunday, December 9, 2007
A boy
In my mind now, i always think of the boy who.....
I can't remember when it happens...
This year or last year...
It's like this...
I was on my way home...
There's a group of boys...
I was alone...
Then i heard someone saying loudly,'' I know this girl... I know this girl"
I was scared....
I wonder who was that..
So i quickened my pace..
And just as i reach the traffic light...
The boy stop and look at me..
I turn my head..
He say" Hai, i know you....
I think i recognise you from somewhere.."
Then after that he smile at me and waved at me...
Another of his friend also wave at me and suddenly say," Eh, why are you not waving back at us? Wave lah"
ThEn they walked away....
The next few days...
One of his friend in school saw me and kept saying hello to me a lot of times....
Outside classroom...
it's quite irritating you know...
I just ignored...
I feel sorry...
Maybe he's just trying to be friendly..
But that time... i was in a bad sombre mood...
After that, i hardly see them in school...
Got no idea why...
Now then i find out that the boy who greet me on the first time he saw me is in the same religious class as me....
I found out that he's from normal technical....
Last class in the normal technical stream...
Should i say what is
his name???? Nopes....
I know his name but don't one to let you know...:)
I can't remember when it happens...
This year or last year...
It's like this...
I was on my way home...
There's a group of boys...
I was alone...
Then i heard someone saying loudly,'' I know this girl... I know this girl"
I was scared....
I wonder who was that..
So i quickened my pace..
And just as i reach the traffic light...
The boy stop and look at me..
I turn my head..
He say" Hai, i know you....
I think i recognise you from somewhere.."
Then after that he smile at me and waved at me...
Another of his friend also wave at me and suddenly say," Eh, why are you not waving back at us? Wave lah"
ThEn they walked away....
The next few days...
One of his friend in school saw me and kept saying hello to me a lot of times....
Outside classroom...
it's quite irritating you know...
I just ignored...
I feel sorry...
Maybe he's just trying to be friendly..
But that time... i was in a bad sombre mood...
After that, i hardly see them in school...
Got no idea why...
Now then i find out that the boy who greet me on the first time he saw me is in the same religious class as me....
I found out that he's from normal technical....
Last class in the normal technical stream...
Should i say what is
his name???? Nopes....
I know his name but don't one to let you know...:)
What a rainy day today...
Wow... It's raining cats and dogs now...
DAmn cold...
I love rain.... It's better than a hot sunny weather...
Soothe my mood....
i went to Compass Point..
Go to the bank to withdraw my bank savings..
My parents say that with that money i can buy a handphone and also for when going to overseas...
In a few days time, i'm going to malaysia with my relatives...
Kind of worried because now it's a very wet weather...
And i heard from news that MAlaysia is having floods....
Dear God, i hope nothing will happens along our way to malaysia...
Protect us from danger... Ensure our safety...
And yeah not forget tomorrow there's St John's training..
HAizz... I wonder why even during school holidays, there's still CCA going on...
But on 15 and 17 december there is training but i can't come since i'm going overseas....
DAmn cold...
I love rain.... It's better than a hot sunny weather...
Soothe my mood....
i went to Compass Point..
Go to the bank to withdraw my bank savings..
My parents say that with that money i can buy a handphone and also for when going to overseas...
In a few days time, i'm going to malaysia with my relatives...
Kind of worried because now it's a very wet weather...
And i heard from news that MAlaysia is having floods....
Dear God, i hope nothing will happens along our way to malaysia...
Protect us from danger... Ensure our safety...
And yeah not forget tomorrow there's St John's training..
HAizz... I wonder why even during school holidays, there's still CCA going on...
But on 15 and 17 december there is training but i can't come since i'm going overseas....
It's been a long time
Yeah... It's been a long time since i update my blog...
HAizz.. I can't sleep today... NOW it's 11.25... I still haven't sleep yet...
I just can't sleep...
Today in the morning i went to my mother's good friend's daughter wedding...
I don't like wedding... BUt no choice.... Mum forced me..
The bride looks so beautiful... HAha... Like a princess...
THen, the food quite delicious lah...
But i don't eat a lot... Because the loud blasting music just turn my ear almost deaf and i can't
eat PEACEFULLY....
Sux... So noisy...
THen after that...
We go to IKEA and GIANT at TAMPINES...
Shopping.. Looking at things... Quite tiring....
It was so CROWDED!!!!!
THEn we head home....
I JUST FEEL LIKE WANT TO DELETE MY PREVIOUS UPDATES
BELOW .....
HAIZZ.... It's NOTHING LAH.... IT"S ALREADY OVER...
HAizz.. I can't sleep today... NOW it's 11.25... I still haven't sleep yet...
I just can't sleep...
Today in the morning i went to my mother's good friend's daughter wedding...
I don't like wedding... BUt no choice.... Mum forced me..
The bride looks so beautiful... HAha... Like a princess...
THen, the food quite delicious lah...
But i don't eat a lot... Because the loud blasting music just turn my ear almost deaf and i can't
eat PEACEFULLY....
Sux... So noisy...
THen after that...
We go to IKEA and GIANT at TAMPINES...
Shopping.. Looking at things... Quite tiring....
It was so CROWDED!!!!!
THEn we head home....
I JUST FEEL LIKE WANT TO DELETE MY PREVIOUS UPDATES
BELOW .....
HAIZZ.... It's NOTHING LAH.... IT"S ALREADY OVER...
THIS IS NOT REAL LOVE.....
ONLY INFATUATION I GUESS...
AND IT"S NO USE FOR ME TO THINK ABOUT HIM...
HE"S a useless boy...
a playboy...
I HATE HIM !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Friday, June 8, 2007
Here i am sitting
in front of my computer monitor.....
I have not been updating my blog lately...
My blank was actually in a total blank...
Or is it because i was not in a good mood
to write in....
Maybe...
Who knows....
I think daydreaming is one of my hobbies and pastimes...
Every single day and even before sleeping at night
i would daydream....
Maybe the tendency of daydreaming
had already fit into me naturally....
Maybe because i follow one of my parents or relatives traits....
Daydreaming could happen when you kept thinking about something
that has obssesed you.....
Sometimes i wonder if
there will be a miracle which will
happen to me one day.....
Is it because i'm too sensitive...
I get disheartened easily?????
I think even if i express all my
feelings into this blog.....
It won't worth anyting....
Nothing won't happen...
I'm even afraid to confide in my parents
about what i'm going through.....
Do i have low self-esteem.....
I have a story to tell......
One day, there's a rebellious boy studying in the same school as a girl....
He's very boisterous and playful.... His hobby is to disturb people...
Disturbing people for him is a must.....
One day, on his way back home, he saw a girl in front of him....
Without thinking, he kicked the girl....
Then, the girl cried...
A few days later, the boy realised that he had done a big istake to the girl
and that he wanted to apologise to this girl....
Every day in school, everytime when he saw her,
he would chase after her to ask forgiveness from her..
but the girl ignored......
The girl then told him to get out from her sight....
Unwilling to give up hope,
the boy hatched a plan in his head....
The next day,
as he stepped into the assembly area,
he saw a michrophone....
Guess what he will do?
He grabbed the michrophone and took out
a piece of paper from his pocket...
All students had already settled down in ther respective places....
Except him...
Everybody looked at him strangely....
One teacher asked him what he was trying to do...
After explaining everything to the teacher, the teacher then beamed
gleefully...
Then she say," That's a good idea."
" Go on. I support you."
The boy then hold the michrophone and started saying...
" Hello everybody....
I wished to make an apology speech to someone....
Before i say it, i would like to tell a story...
One day, there's a naughty boy....
He saw a pretty girl..
He kicked the girl
and that make her cry..."
The boy then makes his way to the girl
and stand beside her...
Then he say," I' just a normal human being standing
in front of a girl...
Whai i'm going to say is that
i'm really sorry for what i've done."
Then he knelt down onto his feet....
The girl's heart was beating very rapidly....
She put on a solemn face...
Suddenly the teacher voiced out...
" Girl, what are you doing?
Please forgive him...
He had said that sincerely..."
For the first time, the boy saw the girl smile...
The girl uttered," I forgive you"
The boy was extremely relieved....
What a touching story this is, isn't it....
in front of my computer monitor.....
I have not been updating my blog lately...
My blank was actually in a total blank...
Or is it because i was not in a good mood
to write in....
Maybe...
Who knows....
I think daydreaming is one of my hobbies and pastimes...
Every single day and even before sleeping at night
i would daydream....
Maybe the tendency of daydreaming
had already fit into me naturally....
Maybe because i follow one of my parents or relatives traits....
Daydreaming could happen when you kept thinking about something
that has obssesed you.....
Sometimes i wonder if
there will be a miracle which will
happen to me one day.....
Is it because i'm too sensitive...
I get disheartened easily?????
I think even if i express all my
feelings into this blog.....
It won't worth anyting....
Nothing won't happen...
I'm even afraid to confide in my parents
about what i'm going through.....
Do i have low self-esteem.....
I have a story to tell......
One day, there's a rebellious boy studying in the same school as a girl....
He's very boisterous and playful.... His hobby is to disturb people...
Disturbing people for him is a must.....
One day, on his way back home, he saw a girl in front of him....
Without thinking, he kicked the girl....
Then, the girl cried...
A few days later, the boy realised that he had done a big istake to the girl
and that he wanted to apologise to this girl....
Every day in school, everytime when he saw her,
he would chase after her to ask forgiveness from her..
but the girl ignored......
The girl then told him to get out from her sight....
Unwilling to give up hope,
the boy hatched a plan in his head....
The next day,
as he stepped into the assembly area,
he saw a michrophone....
Guess what he will do?
He grabbed the michrophone and took out
a piece of paper from his pocket...
All students had already settled down in ther respective places....
Except him...
Everybody looked at him strangely....
One teacher asked him what he was trying to do...
After explaining everything to the teacher, the teacher then beamed
gleefully...
Then she say," That's a good idea."
" Go on. I support you."
The boy then hold the michrophone and started saying...
" Hello everybody....
I wished to make an apology speech to someone....
Before i say it, i would like to tell a story...
One day, there's a naughty boy....
He saw a pretty girl..
He kicked the girl
and that make her cry..."
The boy then makes his way to the girl
and stand beside her...
Then he say," I' just a normal human being standing
in front of a girl...
Whai i'm going to say is that
i'm really sorry for what i've done."
Then he knelt down onto his feet....
The girl's heart was beating very rapidly....
She put on a solemn face...
Suddenly the teacher voiced out...
" Girl, what are you doing?
Please forgive him...
He had said that sincerely..."
For the first time, the boy saw the girl smile...
The girl uttered," I forgive you"
The boy was extremely relieved....
What a touching story this is, isn't it....
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