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School starts tomorrow....
THe route to o levels had begun.....
ONly ALLAH the greatest and most merciful knows what i'm thinking and what i'm going to do....
ANd what's my wishlist , resolution and my objectives will be...
Allah please help me persevere till the most important and historic day and exam of my life.......

BAck to the same routine again..........
I have to beat through all the obstacles and odds ahead with calm, patient , ease and peace of mine.................

Quality studying, study smart, study hard....

PRioritise my time well....

Next week the reality will soon begins.........

ALLAH knows and watch what i'm doing, how much effort i've put in and with what i asks for ALllah decides and can change my fate......

My aim is to score the highest as possible for at least 5 subjects that i'm going to sit for....

The lower the aggregate score the better....

Allah is listening to every single thing that i say.....

So FAHIMAH my inner instinct is calling me to go for it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


ALL THE WAY.....
Achieve the highest you can.....

With a smile in your face and with a sincere and warmest heart..SMILE

Just today went to rivervale mall to
apply for the tuition agency..
Kent ridge agency...
Kent ridge tutor..
HAve to withdraw a sum of money from the bank account and mother pawn her accesories....

The tuition centre was not opened...
I wished to apply for an individual tuition which means one to one coaching....
Easy to focus no matter what...
Should be a female teacher so easy to relate though....

However, it was closed down...
Decided to come back on 30 december and january 2009....

Last few days of holidays...
ANd will soon bid farewell to 2008 and smile and welcome 2009....

yesterday went for my sjab training...
Held discussion and meeting about 2009 CCA carnival....
Being the head of logistics, i have to order and ask them to help me arrange the tables and chairs....

Then after that,i was part of the TOC group..
It was quite an enriching experience though....
Learnt new first aid skills....
The sergeant taught us what TOC really means...
Demonstrate to us how to save a casualty's life....
Saving someone's life is really a blessed job to do...

It really piques my interests.....
In the midst of that, it was strenuous, exhausting, tiring and requires a lot of stamina....
It really exercies my legs and arms muscles doing that...
It was enjoyable afterall...

First of all, i was appointed as the team leader or refered as S1....
I learnt how to open the strertcher and let it remains to its own original position....
The stretcher is orange in colour...
Luckily, it's not that heavy or onerous...

Let the stretcher lays on it position and leave it behind first..
Take out any spectacles and footwear,...
Crosses the arm ...
lift the head and elevate the leg..
Put casualty in recovery position grab the shoulder and waist so that it can be carried by the other three of my buddies and junior...

The lighter the easier....
I have to command lift casualty lift....
Carry it to knee's length....
I have to rush over to reach for the stecther.. Then interlock hands put the casualty to rest properly and gently....Say lower casualty lower...
lift the head and elevate the leg...
Put in recovery position....
ANother one is truly dramatic...
HAve to lift the stretcher... Aww...

Put my legs as close to the stretcher then commanded
lift stretcher lift... Hurray...
ENDURE AND PERSEVERE...
Then say advanced...
Help one another...
Help to remind one another...

Say hot...
Lower strecther lower and that is all it goes...


After that go rivervale plaza with themand buy ice lemon tea..
Then head backhome home sweet home...

GOOD EXPERIENCE...
NExt training will be at next mon 29 december....

I am back again to post updates on my blog....

Yesterday went out again...enjoy myself a lot..
Bought a green slippers...which really caught my eyes...

It reminds me that green is the favourite colour of prophet muhammad...
Resilient, strong and persevered in facing all challenges and the highs and lows in life..


Seems that i have slackened myself quite a few days huh...
However that won't be the same next year...

My swimming lessons haven't ended too...
Two more lessons to go...
To improve my swimming skills... Then bye bye...

Just received message that all of us passed the KOTO tests....
Good job indeed...
At last after more than three years..
Alhamdulillah.. Thanks to God..

So when are we getting the badge and be promoted ?

Maybe after the training then i would find out....


Meet up with all of my buddies tomorrow...


Oh yes... ANd what i duly hope for next year is to help one another in their studies together as friends....

Afterall, friends should help one another, support, motivate and share evrything with one another...

I'm quite pleased that my swimming style has some progress...
Swimming is a healthy form of sports or leisure which offers you a peace of mind, allows you to focus....

poignant
adjective
1.
arousing affect; "the homecoming of the released hostages was an affecting scene"; "poignant grief cannot endure forever"; "his gratitude was simple and touching" [syn: affecting]
2.
keenly distressing to the mind or feelings; "poignant anxiety"


Count your blessing...Look at the bright side..
Be thankful and grateful with what you have....

Sometimes you have to be thick- skin sometimes to conform to a certain situation and for your own advantage...

I'm waiting for a miracle..

Anything thing that happens has a hidden reason behind it which Allah only knows...
We can only learn from our mistakes....

I understands the holidays may be damn too slow...
Just waiting patiently for the time to pass by...

Time is really precious...At times,we may just tend to forget it......

I truly cherish and from the bottomof my heart totally love and treasure the people dearest to me... Who will always be there for me..... Stand by me always...


Home is where your heart is ...

Good memories will always be rekindled...

Only Allah knows what i'm feeling and what i've gone through..
What is really deep in my heart,and what i desire to be....


Some matters we wish to keep it personal while some we want to let it out or vent it somewhere...
To err is human to forgive is divine.....
To smile is the most simplest and rewarding gift that we can give to people we know...
It can be palpable....

The month of december has begun..
HAri Raya HAji is coming and many other festive occasions are
around the corner...

There is only left with a few more days..
I mean precisely less than 30 more days....

I've kept abreast and in touch with the world news...
Some news brings contentment,comfort,worriness and uneasiness....

There are just many different kind of news...

Many kind of topics are being branched and put under the limelight.
Hot debates, news and issues

People have different perceptions and views


Hmm..What are my plans for tomorrow?

Planning to have a haircut which is called "layered"..

I received an unknown call yesterday......
What i can say is a mysterious call..
Thought it comes from a friend i knew .....
What comes around goes around...
The number was quite long...
I spontaneously just answer the call and say out
hello quite a few times but there was total silence...

Haha..only God knows who was it...
If my thoughts and feelings were untrue and unreal...
The voice sounds like......

What ever it is...
I call back the person.....
And the person pick up and assalamualaikum was heard whi ch means peace be upon you

I just bought my favourite yummy tasty yogurt just now...

I'm quite brave to go down the slide
which was slippery with ease..
I plucked up the courage to do so.. Afterall, it was fun.
After all that, i learnt how to cook and that is when i have to handle the fish..
The holidays actually give me the opportunity to learn these other than being adventurous by going out, window-shopping and watching television programme


God will always be with those who are patient

Sometimes i feel that this holidays are damn slow , crawling like a snail...
I just know that i have to find what are the things that i can do whatever it is..
Well, i just want to express my feelings and opinions here that's all...
Next year definitely i won't have the time to update my blog...

Today was the first time i visit the swimming and recreation complex..
So far, i think Jurong complex seems much better........

I'm going to take part in a new activity soon tomorrow..
IN the wee hours of the morning, i have to wake up as soon as possible
to get ready for swimming lessons. I should learnt how to swim and my father had hired a swimming instructor for me. I've only started to get to know the ropes of swimming at the age of 15 .......

A whale of a time, to let your hair down

IT's so fast and holidays are around the corner.....
Holidays and vacation can be fun and boring.......
Sometimes you feel that you have nothing to do at all....
But actually you should know how to make use of these hols wisely, fill yor 24hour days packed with some activities or leisure.....

Holidays are the time when you are busier than during school term am i right?
Some may plan to go overseas, i know our school has given opportunity for us to go new zealand, i mean for those who are interested and selected.......

Me nopes, i'm not ready to go new zealand yet.........

Maybe i'm going to shopping mall in a few days time or mostly spend my time at home watching tv... facing the monitor of my computer....










MY Aim and goals......
Since i wanted to become a journalist, i'm vying for a dipolma in media and communication which is in Temasek Polytechnic and Nanyang POlytechnic...
There are actually many courses available and which is of my interest
That's why i choose the poly route...:)

Bracing for o levels....

I'm going to sit for combined science next year... hurray....
At last....
After some thoughts and discussions, it soon dawned upon me that i have to go for tuition next year.....
I'm going to promise myself that next year and for the bridging programme which begins from next week onwards, if i have to clarify any doubts, i should approach and ask teacher.

Another thing is is i really have to sit near the whiteboard next year.

There are still some books that i have to keep for next year....

Beat the odds and obstacles

I have to try and srive hard enough to get a B3 for all subjects....

hey....
I'm just back from malaysia....
We went to a five day tour to terengganu...
That was the first time i went there....
We stayed in a hotel named Pulau Redang Resort....
That was the best hotel i 've stepped into....
Superb and satisfactory....

There are the good times and also the bad times we had there....
I'm thankful that we returned home back safely...
Thank God...

Now...
What now??
Go back to our own usual life...
School's going to reopen soon yeah....

Term 3.....
Shift my attention to my education and studies....
yes, focus on it.....with determination, perseverance and patience.....

Start studying hard from now fahimah....

Go for the extra mile

Well, June holidays are here......
After beating through the mid-year exams......

Regarding the mid-year exam, i've got nothing to say or wish
to comment on....

It's time to move on.....
Learn to accept challenges and failures ......

I hardly have the time to update my blog because
you know basically my life was really busy and quite hectic at times.....

Yes, i know......

I truly know and keep it in my mind
that i have to brace for the days ahead......

This year is as important as next year as well now
that i'm in sec3 i understand
that better.......

For term three and term four......
Have to keep the momentum up....
Stir up my perseverance and determination........

I really wanted to improve my performance and raise
the level up in the final year exams.......


God help me get through this please.........................

Mid year exams coming!!!!

tick, tick, tick
time flies away without us realising it.......
and another few weeks time, mid year exam
will begins.....

Getting busier.....
there are just many things to do...
not forgetting that i got some other commitments to
do for my CCA......

yesterday which was sunday, after visiting my grandmother who
is sick, we together as a family decided
to tuck into a sumptous meal at the food centre in east coast park..
There's alot of smoke there...

guess what we order???
To be precise, i think we order 20 sticks of satay and chicken barbecue....
It's so delicious and marvellous....

But after that, something happened...
My stomach suddenly very painful...
But afetr a few while i sit down,
it 's getting better and i feel comfortable again.....

Embracing passion and pushing boundaries.........

It's been such a long time i've never updated my blog, right......
Haizz.
well...
the reason is because i'm getting busier nowadays......
Where got time to update my blog????

Too busy with school commitments and responsibilities like
homework, revisions for studies, tests
and not forgetting CCA also.......


Many things happen in schoool a few weeks ago and even a few days ago...........

But i do not wish to update about it.............

TERM ONE is coming to an end..........
March holidays are coming.......
March hols don't seem like a holiday to me
because it's only one week...............
And there are some certain days which i still have to return back to school for various
purposes like CCA lah,,, remedials lah..........

During the march holidays,
i think we should make use of it
to catch up and cope with with what we have learnt
, studyso as to psyche ourselves up and prepare for term two............

well, i guess.........
because mid year exams are coming..
no time to relax man..........

and another phrase which i encounter
when reading the newspaper is
" Embracing passion and pushing boundaries"

These quotes seems motivating and impressive isn't it..................

carrie underwood- sometimes you leave lyrics

All the raindrops
In the sky tonight
Can't compare with all the pain
And all the tears I've cried
But now I'm done

All the make believe
Locked in this picture frame
Is gonna stay behind
Along with all the burning rage
That's been tearing through my heart
It killing me slowly
Every beat, I was falling apart

CHORUS:]
Sometimes you give
Sometimes they take
Sometimes you bend
And sometimes they break you down
Sometimes you stick around
Trying to change them
Make them someone that they'll never be
And sometimes you leave

All this time I've spent
Staring at the door
I never had the strength
To pack my bags and leave before
But now I'm done

Lying to myself when it's clear
That you're not that one

[CHORUS:]
Sometimes you give
Sometimes they take
Sometimes you bend
And sometimes they break you down
Sometimes you stick around
Trying to change them
Make them someone that they'll never be
And sometimes you leave

When there's nothing left
For me to leave behind
And you're already too far gone
To say goodbye

gonna be busy nowadays..
so i won't be updating my profile much though...

I'm happy right now....
True love does not matter to me now..
I guess....
Don't rush into things....

Well i guess, just let things flows smoothly as it is...
Let it proceed by itself....
I'm resigned to FATE and DESTINY......

Only God knows.....

Secrets, secrets, secrets...

True love, true love, true love...
Haizz.... Who's going to be my true love???

The one which i thought will be mine in
future really had made me change my mind...
He's not the one i'm looking for....

HE got a lot of flaws....
A lot of bad things about him....

I can't believe that he really have indulged himself in those kind of
bad habits...
I was utterly shocked to find out that he
drink that...

THe sucky drink which make you not sober, can't think properly,
blur, and influenced to do crazy and bad things...., dizzy...

It's such a pity that he has a brain which is a gift from God
but he never use it....
He never follow the correct and good path....

But he follow the "evil" and "devil" bad wrongdoings....
Bad influence, i mean....

He's full of flaws....

I don't like this type of guy...
And he won't be the love of my life...
never... Because i don't want to...
He's hopeless and futureless.....



he have done and taken things that is forbidden by religion
and God...
That is truly unacceptable...

And i thought he will change as time pass by...
But no, he don't at all...

There's no other way for me to help him...
If he himself don't want to change...

And what i can say is that i've given up on him...

I want the guy who will be my true love
to be the one who follows God and the correct path...
Not the evil path which lead you to the wrong way in
life...


I can wait for seven years time
for the right one...