Maybe i won't get the chance to meet him again...

I feel empty now...
Haizz...
I don't know.....
He's going to leave north vista ....
And that means i won't be able to get a chance to meet him again...
Does that mean that he's going to be away from my life forever....
Forever until the end of time....

I don't know how he have done for his n level results...
Whether he get to go ITE or not...
He don't even mention that in friendster....
Yeah.. Talking about friendster let
me tell you ..
It's like i got this kind of connection which helps
me to keep in touch with him..
see his photos...
His profile...
what comments do people give to him...

Its seems that friendster is a platform
for me to get close to him in virtual....
Without using Friendster,
i won't be able t0 get close to him virtually....
And maybe won't get the chance to know what he's up to...

In other words, friendster is quite helpful
to me...

However...
It's quite sad to think that i hardly and never ever
before meet him in real life for such a long time....
DOes that mean i won't get the chance to meet him again?

Maybe if it is destined by God for us to meet again...
There would be a time when i'm able to meet him...

But who knows anyway....

This boy took my attention away with his "weird" attitude....
I can't say..
Some people change as they grow older...
Some never...
People can change...

Because in life, every time you make a mistake
there would be a lesson for you to learn..
And from there, you can see your weakness and try to improve it...

He have just broke up with his girl....
Their relationship only last for a few weeks...
Sometimes i wonder why they break up so fast...
And he never say what's the cause of the break-up...
What's the problem actually?? But that's quite a long time ago

I don't know...
Another thing...
On top of his profile, he put
" This is good... In life,
you must remember to ENJOY.."
What does he mean by that anyway....

And he say he's a simple guy... Enjoy the way he is and what he is...
And he say he want to meet somebody who can hange his life back to the way he was....

What is actually he trying to say...
I got no idea...
I wish i could understand him better...
Maybe he should put in more detail....
Maybe very lazy to write more
or don't want to let anyone know...

Actually i think he's quite a humorous and funny person...
From his looks i can see that....

ANd quite surprisingly,
he miss his secondary school days....
His friend say that he skip school
quite a lot times..
And that means he's a play truant...
And even when he come to school, he only
sleep in class...
Such a very lazy person...

The reason why he miss his secondary school days is because he say many things
happened....

Yeah.. Many things happened to me when the he was there in school..
Of how many times he hurt my feelings until i cry...
Feel sad in school....

MAny things happen to me ....not only to you boy....
But to me....

Many things happen and
you just don't understand, boy...
Of how i spent my time for two years in sec1 and sec2 in
north vista when you are also in that school...
Many things happen
to me AND YOU JUST DON"T UNDERSTAND....

And for the next two years i will be spending in
north vista in sec 3 and sec4 without you...
How's it going to be like??????
Would it be better or worse
without you in this school anymore?

Because let me tell you boy...
I have suffered a lot emotionally
with your presence in this school for these two years...
When you are there,
it just don't feel right....
Because i realise that i suffer a lot
for these two years .....

You won't understand....
You won't understand.....

And what do you understand anyway???

IS it really so fun to
hurt a girl's feeling???
Or toying, playing with a girl's feeling?

The answer is definitely "no"....